your name

every night i call your name

even though i know what youre up to and your game

your sweet carefree attitude makes me sing and call you in every sexy way possible

and i vision you as someone responsible.

when i hear your name i reminisce on the good times we ever had

which in all ramification makes me mad

your soft touch, although not gentle

firm, strong, painful and you knowing im brittle

oh well, knowing you i really dont expect better

and i hope you get to read this bitter sweet letter

your name like the abyss

sounds real sexy but i judged amiss

miss giving you a "no reason kiss"

even when it comes to me you remiss

i would love to go on

but as i sit here thinking of you, it's almost dawn

so my dear for the last time calling your name, i beckon

before all we have is lost and foregone

how i feel at the moment

it's been approximately one year since my last post and i'll try and do something really nice and different this time.


oh well..
nothing has changed
and i'm not too happy about this

the only thing i think about is how to break loose from your hold,
and for some reason i seem to be in chains.

the more i think about leaving you.... the more i seem cold,
but the the things you do, guess what cant take it anymore... my brains.

this journey with you seems like an endless one,
to top that, it is way beyond fruitless.

i understand there's a great difference in age.
but oh well... thats shit, cos im in that range.
honey my silence will expire soon, your next purchase will be my rage.

be it as it may,
my love for you has been led astray,
all thanks to you for being so damn lame and stale.